Was talking to Eugenie and she mentioned this to me and I start to think about it and realized it has been more than a year by now.
I told her human are amazing sometimes, with the special ability to survive through all sort of situation without realizing how. Now, when I look back to the past, I know that I walked thought that desert with a little faith in me, following the whispers in my heart, telling me that I am reaching soon.
I guess, I am well rested now and people around helped me to see what I can do and what I can’t do. I know clearly about what options left in front of me and I finally make my choice to continue my journey.
Dear friend, please do not treat what happened as an unspeakable incident, as I always say, to live life, we must face life. No matter what happened or happening, it is part of my life, so I am grateful that I am leading my own life, making my own choice and breathing my air of freedom.
I wouldn’t say that I have a better life compared to the past, as is unfair to compare it this way. I prefer to look at it as a whole new chapter with new possibilities.
Left right, thank you for letting me know who my savior is.
"We fall from womb to tomb, from one blackness and toward another, remembering little of the one and knowing nothing of the other ... except through faith." — Stephen King
I was there to witness most of your pain & tears post-trauma. I'm sure that when you look back, you'll realize how much stronger it has made you. I sincerely hope that the whole thing did not make you build up defensive barriers around you that no knight in shining armour could ever break down.
ReplyDeleteAll I can say is this: You've come a long way, baby.
What can i say other than Thank you and a big hug? HUGZ! I won't be able to come this far without you and half of your bed.
ReplyDeleteHmm... you made it sound like I'm your rebound lover lah. Let's hope that my bf won't ever come across this blog of yours.
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