Things at work not looking very good since weeks ago, and I had finally make the decision of moving on and free myself from the cage, not just to explore new opportunities, but also to re evaluate my ultimate goals of life.
For a person like me, who put career as one of the very important part of my life, quitting a job can be really hurtful. As I spent more time at work with my colleagues than my partner (which i don't have one at the moment, so time allocated for partner went to work as well), my family (who stay far far away) and even my friends. I enjoy work, not just the pay cheque at the end of the month, but also the job satisfaction, you will taste the fruit of success at the end of the day, this was the main reason which been pushing me and keep me going all this while.
However, I still believe any relationship is a two way street, including work relationship. When things get too personal (nothing intimate I am referring to) such as comment and critic made baseless and also for the sake of attacking, no matter how much I love my job, I will still look for exist.
Just like, if your husband beaten you up when he was drunk and apologized after that and seek for forgiveness and say he was drunk and he was not aware, and this same stupid routine keep happening. Drunk is not an excuse, as a matured adult, we are required to hold responsibility of our own action.
I think enough is enough, I can’t ask for other to grow up, but I can choose my own path.
每個人都有需要被寬恕的事情. For all the unfair treatment I receive from you, I will take it as an experience and I will not hold it against anyone. Anger will not keep me moving, but only keep me busy pointless. I trust that I was arranged to go through this for a reason and is time for me to go.
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